"for those who "dont" have heart

23rd February 2010

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someday

someday

22nd February 2010

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The sun blasts down upon the earthUntil the soil turns to powder and blows away

The sun blasts down upon the earth
Until the soil turns to powder and blows away

18th February 2010

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vnder the inflvence

i haven’t been on here in forever. my band’s going to record this weekend, so im stoked on that. life is treating me kindly, my job is great, and i have some amazing friends. that’s all i have to say.

15th November 2009

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modern warfare 2

was exactly what i had expected. Too much stuff, too many campers. It feels like I have to go through eight different screens just to see where I am on the leaderboards. the guns are good, to an extent, but they also go to the camper’s advantage (which is really fucking gay. if you camp, i hope you burn in an eternal pit of fire). The maps suck, period. Terminal is camper central, wasteland sadly is the most tactical and well thought out map of the game(big open field with less than five buildings). Third person wants to be socom, but i will stand up for CTF, it’s the best thing on the game. Scoring system is too much, I’ve died several times because I cant focus on the other person with 15 point bonuses coming up on the screen simultaneously. I will probably just go back to four shotting kids on halo instead. at least the only thing you have to worry about on that game is host.

11th November 2009

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the sunlight drains

While the figure fades
As black invades
The dying day
Legions of light
Outflanked by the night
Shadows seduce all
Things in sight
Isolation is my curse
Haunted by evil’s flirt
All virtues in reverse
Alone at night, it only gets worse
The raven spreads Its wings out wide
Arousing the beast Huddled inside
The cyclops stares down With it’s eye
Darksides awakened By the moonlight
A tragic flaw for a being to have
As it starts to show me for what I really am
Shattered inside, I’m crumbling
From the desperation and desolation
Spelled out in the constellations
Cosmic teeth tear me apart
See my downfall star to star
Swarms of arrows dart and pierce
Stabbing more than just my heel
I bleed not blood onto this earth
Instead guilt leaks out on the earth

29th October 2009

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so psyched

cant wait to go see the carrier and ringworm this weekend. and i got all my research paper stuff finished for now. i wrote a seven page paper on ending the federal reserve in under three hours total, and it’s actually good. things are goin pretty decent right now :)

24th October 2009

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time and time again

we all must move foward from our constant struggles; everyone is fighting a loosing battle.  lets just forget about the past and start over new, but i feel this is too much to ask for.

20th October 2009

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new pop punk project in the works. get ready :)

new pop punk project in the works. get ready :)

18th October 2009

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last night

was good i guess. my new band’s first show went better than expected, the yankees won, and i got some cookout. i tried to tie up some loose ends, but i guess that’s just never going to work out. some things just aren’t meant to be.

12th October 2009

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i tried

and thats all i can say. i think it’s time to just move on :/